hm seriously im kinda jealous with people who had their own natural beauty .
aku ?
haha tergelak la weehh kalau ada natural beauty serious aku jealous . hm , tapela bersyukur jela apa yang aku ada ,
Dude im ugly , grr , fat ? duh! hm .
shitt this is a sad thing laa , i dont have any talent .
i like arts but none of the arts thing are in me , i like sports dude , im like 56kg and 152cm im short and fat ,people laugh at me . when i walk in my own hall of perasan beauty . hahaha hm , im soooo thankful to have a friend like them :)
im ugly , fat , short , weak and stupid .
hm i try a lot of sports . education . and everything .
Argh , iwant to help my parents , i pray all the time for them .
hm , my dad is blind and sick my mom is very sick . god , help them , when i grow up im hoping for a better life for me , so that i can help them and i want to help sister and my brother . i want to take my responsibility .
but my new school is so not helping me . i sleep in class , and very tired , and i cant focus , and the boyss , only god knows how i felt when they sounded like a drunk guys looking at stripper , shit man , and the teachers aaaaa , please teach us with love not hate ! i know i did wrong , i did try to be much better , hm all i can say is ...
I CANT SAY ANYTHING .
ya allah , kau berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk mengharungi hidup aku ini , kau sembuhkanlah ibu bapa ku , kau berikanlah hidayah kepada kami , kau panjangkanlah umur kami ya allah , kau bantu lah keluargaku ya allah , sesungguhnya engkau lah maha pemurah maha pengampun kau ampunkanlah dosa kami , kau berikan lah kami reziki , kau bantulah aku dengan pembelajaran aku . amin amin ya rabbal alamin